It is very common
to sweep things under a rug if it doesn't fit to the image of oneself or
the image we have of this world. As well we are trying to sweep under a
rug if something doesn't complete our expectation, of a happening or what
we expect from a person. But this is more difficult and if we do so then
this often is felt from others as a provocation and then there comes a
reaction back which we are forced to deal with. So putting things we don't
want under a rug has negative side effects we can't avoid. But still we
are trying to continue with the same technic ignoring those reactions and
then we get a feedback from our own system which is not capable any longer
to coop with the stress we are causing with our intention to be numb, accumulating
tension in our unconsciousness by sweeping things under a rug...
Might it be that our
self-protection-technic is damaging and reducing not only our awareness
but also our immune system? Then causing disease with all its suffering.
Is this the price we have to pay sweeping things under a rug? (This is
one of the various conclusions I came to during my own process of recovering
from Fibromyalgia, so its not just a theoretical thought.)
What does 'healing'
mean? Does it mean that we put another rug over the old one? There might
come the moment when all our control and manipulation comes to a limit.
We can change damaged organs, liver, heart, kidneys and more, but can we
suppress our frustration any longer? The problem is that life is 'slippery'
and there seems no way around that we will fall again ad again on our nose
Or could it be that
there is a way to go to the root, find out the cause of our dilemma and
after making a cleansing of all the old stuff we had put under the rug,
we might find a new attitude... We might find a new way how to deal with
what shows up in daily life without the need to suppress things by putting
them under a rug. Then we might also find a new way how to deal with disease...
Is there any body interested?
to a Comment...
are many ways to put things under a rug and people have developed very
sophisticated methods for this, what can be seen as a very descriptive
example in your response.
The most common way
is to ignore. Another is to answer to the challenge with an aggressive
response, finding the debility of the writer and picking on this. An effective
way is to feel offended and then reacting because of this. It makes it
even more effective being in a power position to be able to punish the
other. Another way is to ridicule the expression. Often it is very effective
to analyse the other person, taking apart all what was expressed, not responding
to it but interpreting it on a different level. Another is to demonstrate
that the other is wrong and not informed, even more effective if it is
connected with the method to teach, impressing the others with an huge
amount of knowledge and so making them docile. Then there are quite a number
of ways to feel worried about the other, etc. You are using a combination
of various methods, and you are doing this in quite a sophisticated way.
Probably you have developed these techniques over a long period of time
and have used them successfully all your life.
Your message doesn't
give any useful information to me and you can't impress me with your knowledge
and advices. Not with one word you have responded to the content of my
post. You are sweeping all under the rug, showing yourself in the light
of your glory of knowledge. But what kind of 'light' is this really? Isn't
this exactly what is called 'luciferic'? There is no doubt about it that
this 'light' reigns this world. There might be 0.001% of the population
which is not trapped by this and about 0.1% in special mailing lists like
this one. This means that there might be 0.4 persons open to what I am
This mailing list
is a social gathering and obviously nobody wants to be disturbed in one's
established way of thinking, feeling and being, just wanting to confirm
each other and with this feeling good. So I am not surprised that there
was not even one response relating to the essential content of my post.