Describe
yourself (Personality/passions/beliefs):
I worked
on my personality all life long & life worked on my personality. It's
cleared up pretty much & little left, enough to be container &
tool to express my essential being. The need to confirm my expression faded
away, I'm a mirror - responding to what appears in front of me. Not holding
any image, letting go of it, giving space to anything showing up. The need
to survive, projections & all personality games are left behind, as
well as beliefs & hopes - giving space to compassion & love.
What type of person you would like to meet?
For
sure not any “type of person” but with somebody more essential: A kindred
spirit resounding in togetherness on the highest level possible and then
bringing it down to realization in daily life. A visible sign of togetherness
in spirit! This needs a miracle to happen, but that's what I expect from
life; now the moment has come!
Haiku:
Two
cups of hot tea
my
open heart in silence
nearer
your presence.
(BeiYin)
What is your ideal relationship?
Earth,
planets & Sun. Boat & sea. Wind, boat & sail. Voice & song.
Singer, song & listener. Call & echo. Gun & bullet. Businessman,
money & business. Arrow, bow & target. Writer, computer & reader.
Air, breathing & breather. Man, woman & coming together. Mind,
emotions & awareness. Open space of possibility & creative relating
& responding. Emptiness filled with abundance & receiver. World,
observer & consciousness. Wholeness, forgiveness & letting go.
Creation, Oneness & being.
What should a great date consist of?
Laughing
together – or maybe also crying together - enjoying the presence of each
other; finding out what we have in commune & what not - maybe laughing
about it. My presence might cause a smile and a shining blinking light
in your eyes… The soft touch of your hand, demonstration of nearness: Is
it an award for all those lonely nights; when – in spite of my longing
- I was not falling into desperation? In any case, even though we will
not see again: It felt great to meet you! Your presence gave me the essential
experience that there exist true togetherness beyond personality!
Describe your work/business and what it means to you:
If one
has stepped beyond the materialistic world view with all it's business
& struggle, being able then to trust life & what it offers, then
one will receive out of the abundance & will not need to care &
worry about money, food & a roof. One will receive all what is needed.
Doing just what feels right & enjoying work without pressure. This
indeed is an award after a long walk searching within for the right path
& realizing this in one's daily life. - After having jumped over one's
own shadow!
What do you like to do for fun/activities?
Doing
Sun gazing, meditation, archery, singing in our big dome, writing poetry,
riding horseback, walking with my dogs through fields & forest, going
for a swim to the beach; playing theater, playing the entertainer &
making fun of myself; making a video film; watching “the Simpsons”; designing
a new Web page; enjoying an internal network chat & painting all together
a picture on the screen; having an intense exchange with a cyber friend
online; watching stars & the moon - in silence & togetherness.
What does being *conscious* mean to you?
Being
aware of myself, my surrounding, the reactions triggered within myself,
the reactions of people because of my expression or presence. Being aware
of reality in its different aspects & levels. Being aware of one's
personal illusion & the common one hold by society. Being aware of
all the games around personality, with all its defense & need to be
confirmed. Being aware of separation & being part of the whole. Being
aware from where we are coming & where we are going…
How long and what motivated you to be on a conscious
path?
Even
before I was born into this body, having made the decision to come to this
earthen plan – I was conscious about my actions & myself. Although
now after several decades working through this earthen dense material &
experiencing all resistance around – when people clinging on their narrow
view, sometimes I'm getting tired. About my motivation? Pretty sure not
because I wanted to have fun, but maybe because I needed some challenge.
Sitting on a pink cloud playing harp becomes boring after some time…
What types of healing modalities do you practice or
learning?
I am
convinced that 'disease' is a challenge & part of one's healing process.
Each of us is responsible for one's own healing, which is very much connected
with one's developments of awareness & consciousness. Becoming free
of dependencies is an important step... We are working on the project 'healingoneself'
as a team. – There is an abundance of free tools available: Meditation,
sun gazing, awareness work, emotional work, etc. mainly in relating &
responding to daily happenings.
What are you most passionate about?
Without
doubt most passionate I am about life! I am an artist of life; relating
& responding to whatever shows up; knowing that all this is a challenge
on my path, helping me to grow towards the ONE. I am passionate
about giving support to all who need it & are asking for it, by making
the information available how to make the best out of every thing what
happens, allowing the understanding that all is a creative challenge; then
being able to respond & relate positively & gaining happiness!
What are your favorite conversation topics?
The
art of living! We are living "utopia" right now! Artists of life... All
about health and healing, to free ourselves from dependencies and worn
out habits. How to develop awareness of oneself and what could be the most
effective to be done to help the suffering of this world and people.
Where do you see yourself 5 years from today?
Time,
age, looking into the future, remembering the past; holding hopes, expectations,
identification, plans, concepts, self images, etc. are bound to the personality.
This is human, yes, but we don't need to cling on it. We can let go of
these pseudo securities. Once this is loosening up it loses its importance.
- In the morning I don't see myself in the afternoon. Today I don't see
myself tomorrow and for sure not in 5 years. Let's take care of this very
moment and let's enjoy it. Only this is real!
Describe your dream/ideal vacation?
Having
climbed a mountain together with a good friend & finally having reached
the top, what can be more beautiful than to share the view of the horizons
around & then... flying off beyond? Traveling can be a way to experience
oneself in a different way; it can open a new perspective but it
can also be an escape. Wherever we go, we take ourselves with us, unless
we are empty; clean mirrors, reflecting the world, expressing ONE. - -
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I don't
need vacation, every day is like vacation for me, although I would like
to travel more.
What types of books/authors do you enjoy and why?
I haven't
read any book since a long time. – There are many books I am carrying with
me for many years wanting to read them. From time to time I throw a bunch
away when humidity & mice have eaten them. I still keep my favorite
books to read them maybe one day again. - When the book of life opens
fully up, there is so much to live… These little black signs on paper
becoming so insignificant, hard to believe how people get so easily lost
in it. Goethe: "What you own black on white, you can trustful carry home…?"
What/who are some of your favorite movies/films/actors?
Lisa
Simpson (I would like to adopt her), Greta Garbo (I met her once, she's
also great in real life!), Hildegard Knef (I would like to meet her even
she might be 90 by now!), Whoopi Goldberg (I love her & her smile!);
Orson Wells, Marlon Brando, Humphrey Bogart, Dustin Hoffman, Pacino, Sidney
Poitier (My most favorite!), Charlie Chaplin (A genius!); as an actor I
would like to be a mixture of all of them with a dash of Robert Redford,
Bruce Willis, David Carradine, Sylvester Stalone, Clint Eastwood &
Arnold Schwarzenegger. Adding to the final mix the spirit of Noriyuki 'Pat'
Morita.
What kind of music moves you?
The
interpretation of a song by a genius singer or the genius interpretation
of classical music. (Violin, piano, cello, flute, saxophone). Japanese
flute. A 'sound circle' when many voices sound strongly in togetherness...
What kind of pets do you have? Name:
We have
three dogs (Khalinaya, Borribi and Burgolio). I have three cats (Bua, Conchita,
Hernando) & we are taking care of about twenty cats, (Felino, Iris,
Jolita, Solito, Samantha, Max, Princess Lea, Roberto, Jamie, Goldie, Siloquoy,
Cero, Rebecca,etc.) all very beautiful. We are not looking for more animals
but if another one shows up, we can't say no. We are trying to find homes
for the cats… My horse Caobo died a few months ago - my best friend and
companion for thirty years; I am missing him very very much!
Do you Support any charity organizations?
I would
like to support charity organizations, but my investigation told me that
these are mostly another kind of business which use their "charity" as
a way to make money; as most of the donations are used for the administration
or for purposes of intest for the founder. If somebody can tell me about
one which is different, I will be thankful for it. In a certain way all
our work at FB with all our projects is 'charity': We are trying to help
wherever we can. Avoiding to create dependency by giving money but rising
consciousness in the most efficient way…
What makes you smile?
When
I look into your eyes and see that you received a spark of light
and so 'got it' and are now content and happy!
Is there anything else you'd like to share?
I am
living with a group of friends - men & women, all singles, in a beautiful
space in nature atop a hill on the island Ibiza. We are artists, I am a
poet. Relatively independent from society but not separated, we have no
material problems & more freedom than most people can dream of. We
are creative & express ourselves, directly & in artistic ways,
without any pressure. We don't live together to confirm each other to feel
comfortable, although our friendship gives a frame in which we work effectively...
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