Essays from my profile from SpiritualSingles.com
Remark: What I have written here shouldn't be taken too seriously or at least not all literally.
 
Describe yourself (Personality/passions/beliefs):
I worked on my personality all life long & life worked on my personality. It's cleared up pretty much & little left, enough to be container & tool to express my essential being. The need to confirm my expression faded away, I'm a mirror - responding to what appears in front of me. Not holding any image, letting go of it, giving space to anything showing up. The need to survive, projections & all personality games are left behind, as well as beliefs & hopes - giving space to compassion & love.
What type of person you would like to meet?

For sure not any “type of person” but with somebody more essential: A kindred spirit resounding in togetherness on the highest level possible and then bringing it down to realization in daily life. A visible sign of togetherness in spirit! This needs a miracle to happen, but that's what I expect from life; now the moment has come! 
Haiku:
Two cups of hot tea
my open heart in silence
nearer your presence. 
(BeiYin)
What is your ideal relationship?

Earth, planets & Sun. Boat & sea. Wind, boat & sail. Voice & song. Singer, song & listener. Call & echo. Gun & bullet. Businessman, money & business. Arrow, bow & target. Writer, computer & reader. Air, breathing & breather. Man, woman & coming together. Mind, emotions & awareness. Open space of possibility & creative relating & responding. Emptiness filled with abundance & receiver. World, observer & consciousness. Wholeness, forgiveness & letting go. Creation, Oneness & being.
What should a great date consist of?

Laughing together – or maybe also crying together - enjoying the presence of each other; finding out what we have in commune & what not - maybe laughing about it. My presence might cause a smile and a shining blinking light in your eyes… The soft touch of your hand, demonstration of nearness: Is it an award for all those lonely nights; when – in spite of my longing - I was not falling into desperation? In any case, even though we will not see again: It felt great to meet you! Your presence gave me the essential experience that there exist true togetherness beyond personality!
Describe your work/business and what it means to you: 

If one has stepped beyond the materialistic world view with all it's business & struggle, being able then to trust life & what it offers, then one will receive out of the abundance & will not need to care & worry about money, food & a roof. One will receive all what is needed. Doing just what feels right & enjoying work without pressure. This indeed is an award after a long walk searching within for the right path & realizing this in one's daily life. - After having jumped over one's own shadow!
What do you like to do for fun/activities?

Doing Sun gazing, meditation, archery, singing in our big dome, writing poetry, riding horseback, walking with my dogs through fields & forest, going for a swim to the beach; playing theater, playing the entertainer & making fun of myself; making a video film; watching “the Simpsons”; designing a new Web page; enjoying an internal network chat & painting all together a picture on the screen; having an intense exchange with a cyber friend online; watching stars & the moon - in silence & togetherness.
What does being *conscious* mean to you?

Being aware of myself, my surrounding, the reactions triggered within myself, the reactions of people because of my expression or presence. Being aware of reality in its different aspects & levels. Being aware of one's personal illusion & the common one hold by society. Being aware of all the games around personality, with all its defense & need to be confirmed. Being aware of separation & being part of the whole. Being aware from where we are coming & where we are going…
How long and what motivated you to be on a conscious path?

Even before I was born into this body, having made the decision to come to this earthen plan – I was conscious about my actions & myself. Although now after several decades working through this earthen dense material & experiencing all resistance around – when people clinging on their narrow view, sometimes I'm getting tired. About my motivation? Pretty sure not because I wanted to have fun, but maybe because I needed some challenge. Sitting on a pink cloud playing harp becomes boring after some time…
What types of healing modalities do you practice or learning?

I am convinced that 'disease' is a challenge & part of one's healing process. Each of us is responsible for one's own healing, which is very much connected with one's developments of awareness & consciousness. Becoming free of dependencies is an important step... We are working on the project 'healingoneself' as a team. – There is an abundance of free tools available: Meditation, sun gazing, awareness work, emotional work, etc. mainly in relating & responding to daily happenings.
What are you most passionate about?

Without doubt most passionate I am about life! I am an artist of life; relating & responding to whatever shows up; knowing that all this is a challenge on my path, helping me to grow towards the ONE. I am passionate about giving support to all who need it & are asking for it, by making the information available how to make the best out of every thing what happens, allowing the understanding that all is a creative challenge; then being able to respond & relate positively & gaining happiness!
What are your favorite conversation topics?

The art of living! We are living "utopia" right now! Artists of life... All about health and healing, to free ourselves from dependencies and worn out habits. How to develop awareness of oneself and what could be the most effective to be done to help the suffering of this world and people. 
Where do you see yourself 5 years from today?

Time, age, looking into the future, remembering the past; holding hopes, expectations,  identification, plans, concepts, self images, etc. are bound to the personality. This is human, yes, but we don't need to cling on it. We can let go of these pseudo securities. Once this is loosening up it loses its importance. - In the morning I don't see myself in the afternoon. Today I don't see myself tomorrow and for sure not in 5 years. Let's take care of this very moment and let's enjoy it. Only this is real!
Describe your dream/ideal vacation?

Having climbed a mountain together with a good friend & finally having reached the top, what can be more beautiful than to share the view of the horizons around & then... flying off beyond? Traveling can be a way to experience oneself in a different way;  it can open a new perspective but it can also be an escape. Wherever we go, we take ourselves with us, unless we are empty; clean mirrors, reflecting the world, expressing ONE. - - -
I don't need vacation, every day is like vacation for me, although I would like to travel more.
What types of books/authors do you enjoy and why?

I haven't read any book since a long time. – There are many books I am carrying with me for many years wanting to read them. From time to time I throw a bunch away when humidity & mice have eaten them. I still keep my favorite books to read them maybe one day again. - When the book of life opens fully up, there is so much to live… These little black signs on paper becoming so insignificant, hard to believe how people get so easily lost in it. Goethe: "What you own black on white, you can trustful carry home…?"
What/who are some of your favorite movies/films/actors?

Lisa Simpson (I would like to adopt her), Greta Garbo (I met her once, she's also great in real life!), Hildegard Knef (I would like to meet her even she might be 90 by now!), Whoopi Goldberg (I love her & her smile!); Orson Wells, Marlon Brando, Humphrey Bogart, Dustin Hoffman, Pacino, Sidney Poitier (My most favorite!), Charlie Chaplin (A genius!); as an actor I would like to be a mixture of all of them with a dash of Robert Redford, Bruce Willis, David Carradine, Sylvester Stalone, Clint Eastwood & Arnold Schwarzenegger. Adding to the final mix the spirit of Noriyuki 'Pat' Morita.
What kind of music moves you?

The interpretation of a song by a genius singer or the genius interpretation of classical music. (Violin, piano, cello, flute, saxophone). Japanese flute. A 'sound circle' when many voices sound strongly in togetherness...
What kind of pets do you have? Name:

We have three dogs (Khalinaya, Borribi and Burgolio). I have three cats (Bua, Conchita, Hernando) & we are taking care of about twenty cats, (Felino, Iris, Jolita, Solito, Samantha, Max, Princess Lea, Roberto, Jamie, Goldie, Siloquoy, Cero, Rebecca,etc.) all very beautiful. We are not looking for more animals but if another one shows up, we can't say no. We are trying to find homes for the cats… My horse Caobo died a few months ago - my best friend and companion for thirty years; I am missing him very very much!
Do you Support any charity organizations?

I would like to support charity organizations, but my investigation told me that these are mostly another kind of business which use their "charity" as a way to make money; as most of the donations are used for the administration or for purposes of intest for the founder. If somebody can tell me about one which is different, I will be thankful for it. In a certain way all our work at FB with all our projects is 'charity': We are trying to help wherever we can. Avoiding to create dependency by giving money but rising consciousness in the most efficient way…
What makes you smile?

When I look into your eyes and see that you received a spark of light and so 'got it' and are now content and happy!
Is there anything else you'd like to share?

I am living with a group of friends - men & women, all singles, in a beautiful space in nature atop a hill on the island Ibiza. We are artists, I am a poet. Relatively independent from society but not separated, we have no material problems & more freedom than most people can dream of. We are creative & express ourselves, directly & in artistic ways, without any pressure. We don't live together to confirm each other to feel comfortable, although our friendship gives a frame in which we work effectively...
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